It seems as if everyone around me going through some sort of life change - pregnancy, death, marriage, and *gasp* divorce. I like to embrace change. I like that new beginnings come from some other beginnings end. Ok, that was Semisonic, but I worked it, right?
I am eager to see what happens in the next few months. I was recently told by someone that the decisions we make are half chance. I have no idea what that means. I know that I have been on an emotional rollercoaster for the past few years. Do I regret the ride? No, not at all. I regret that I made decisions that were half chance.
Tonight, I have been pondering a lot about my birthday... though its months off, I will be 35 this year. When I was a kid, I thought this was old. I don't feel old. I feel somedays like I am 17 again. Some days I feel like I am 80. But I feel. And I think that is what is important. I can't live my life numb. I refuse to keep living in the background. I refuse to shy away from adventure. I want full chance, damnit!
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